My Front Tooth Broke Off. It Meant Restricting Food Again.
/About a year ago, I broke my front tooth off—the entire thing!—when biting into the hard crust on a piece of toast.
Naturally, I was quite alarmed when I felt a big gap in the front row of my teeth. Thankfully, it didn’t hurt, but it did really freak me out.
Turns out, a root canal I had decades earlier after a car accident had weakened my tooth. I had no idea it could potentially break off and didn’t have any indication that it was on the verge of doing so.
An emergency visit to my dentist resulted in a temporary tooth until I could have dental implant surgery.
The fragility of the temporary tooth meant I had to limit what and how I ate to avoid breaking or pulling it off.
New Food Rules
For the first time since I gave up dieting, I had to restrict my eating.
After years spent overcoming all my food rules, I now had a new set of rules to follow.
Hard, tough, chewy, crunchy and sticky foods were pretty much off-limits.
As I could no longer use my front teeth, biting into a sandwich, slice of pizza, bagel, apple and the like was a big no-no.
I had to cut my food into very small pieces which made eating a very slow and tedious process.
Dental surgery, which happened about a month later, hurt like heck and cost a gazillion dollars, also came with another set of food rules. While recovering, I was instructed to only eat soft, cold, mild foods for a few weeks.
And, since I once again had a temporary tooth until the dental implant was ready for the final tooth, I also had to continue the initial eating restrictions for about another four months.
Restriction Resistance
If you’ve ever had dental surgery, you know all too well how painful it can be.
And, if you’ve reclaimed your ability to eat intuitively after a history of dieting and disordered eating, being told you need to restrict your eating again can bring up all sorts of complicated feelings and challenges.
For some, it can be a slippery slope back into past disordered eating behaviors; this was something I was conscientious of and careful about.
For many, like me, it can trigger a lot of resistance, frustration and anger.
Once you’ve had a taste of food freedom, it’s really hard to put limits on your eating again.
Even though I knew the restrictions were necessary and temporary, I was not a happy camper.
It was the cold, rainy season when I had my dental surgery and I longed for a forbidden cup of hot tea and a bowl of warm soup. Cold food did not sound appealing at all.
Not being able to eat what I wanted made me feel deprived, unsatisfied and cranky.
Freedom and Ease
Throughout the entire ordeal, my eating was riddled with anxiety.
While I once felt anxious about how every bite would impact my weight, I now felt anxious about how every bite might impact my tooth.
Just like when I was dieting, eating decisions felt complicated and stressful. There were times I didn’t even want to deal with food as it just felt too hard.
Thankfully, I made it through that distressing period and was eventually able to resume my usual eating with one minor exception. To be on the safe side, my dentist advised me to avoid biting into anything hard with my front teeth going forward.
While there are times I long for the satisfaction of biting into a crisp apple rather than cutting it into small pieces, I’m totally on board with this minor limitation as I absolutely don’t want to repeat that painful, stressful and costly nightmare.
The entire experience reminded me of why I gave up dieting, and it gave me an even greater appreciation for the ability to eat with freedom and ease.
